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So I was telling Ryon a while ago that I didnt think it would be hard to go back to work like it is for most women. I just thought, i've lost a baby and gone back to work and survived. Coming home from work to an empty house during that time has got to be worse than leaving your baby at home to go to work. I atleast get to come home to a baby this time. Aaannd Ryon will be the one watching him, awesome right?

Well today I scheduled my post partum appointment and after I got off the phone I cried. I cried at the thought of leaving! I dont want to miss anything! :'( In a perfect world id be a SAHM.

This might be harder than I thought...



(I wrote the birth story and saved it as a draft. Once i figure out what happened to it i will post it!)